"When people say one man can't change the world,i say what about a woman"....Vanessa Anthony

Wednesday, December 30, 2015

ALTOPHOBIA (PHOBIA SERIES)



ALTOPHOBIA-(from the Greek word:ἄκρον,ákron, meaning "peak, summit, edge" andφόβος,phóbos, "fear") is an extreme orirrational fear or phobia ofheights.

I must not fear.
Fear is the mind-killer.
Fear is the little-death that brings total obliteration.
I will face my fear.
I will permit it to pass over me and through me.
And when it has gone past I will turn the inner eye to see its path.
Where the fear has gone there will be nothing.
Only I will remain.

---Frank Herbert



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On my highest point

You left me there

You thought you helped me,

Raised me, made me

You killed me

How do I get down

You keep telling me to jump,

To trust you,

You'll catch me

I've never been this high before

You tricked me,

Blinded me,

Made me think it was ok

Ok, I trust you

You love me

I'll jump

The air is so hard

You give me an encouraging smile

The ground is getting closer

Closer still

Then you smirk

A devious smile

I can't believe it!

You tricke-...

"Smack"

AGLIOPHOBIA (PHOBIA SERIES)




Agliophobia - (From the Greek word "algo" which means "pain" and the Greek word "phobos" which means "fear" or "dread") is the persistent,unwarranted,often irrational fear of pain.


Fear keeps us focused on the past or worried about the future. If we can acknowledge our fear, we can realize that right now we are okay. Right now, today, we are still alive, and our bodies are working marvellously. Our eyes can still see the beautiful sy. Our ears can still hear the voices of our loved ones.
--- Thich Nhat Hanh


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It was not the bruises that hurt

Not the bruise at all

It was the look in your eyes

When you walked away

My heart had never beat so loudly

I saw it coming, the beginning of my hurt

I knew I saw it

You calmed my fears awhile

Awhile..... long enough to stab through my heart

It was not the my body that hurt

Not my body at all

It was my very soul,

My mind,

My sanity

You saw it too

The pain I didn't feel

And when I smiled a ghost smile

It was you who hurt

Cause you didn't hurt me

And it hurt you

After all....

It was not me who hurt

Not me at all

It was you.....

AGATEOPHOBIA (PHOBIA SERIES)





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AGATEOPHOBIA - (From the Greek word "agate", "insanity"), also known as MANIAPHOBIA,( From the Greek word " mania","madness") is the fear of insanity or becoming insane.

The oldest and strongest emotion of mankind is fear, and the oldest and strongest kind of fear is fear of the unknown.
H. P. Lovecraft


I fell beyond the ground
Into the abyss of your mind
Twisted and shrewd
An unholy ground
With mummified thoughts
And eerie whispers
Where I soon too will become whispers
In the ears of no one
Lost in terror of your mind
The floors a crimson red
With winds about in a room with no exits
I could feel my mind slip
Becoming one with yours
My darkest thoughts
Turning to figures in my presence
Scared to the point of no fear
And there you were
Sitting in a chair of thorns
Looking not at me but through me
To me

Thursday, December 17, 2015

PHOBIA SERIES

I think you'd like this story: "PHOBIA SERIES" by Vanessa916 on Wattpad http://w.tt/1map2eS.

PHOBIA SERIES - Achluophobia- fear of darkness (Chapter 1)



You're not alone
The darkness haunts the halls
Waiting,creeping,ever patient
Let your guards down
An eerie smile or imagination
Delusion, denial
Waiting
Fear
Paralysed
The darkness consumes
The walls,the floor,the mind
Closer now
Run or stay
Run
Light ahead
Dim,dimmer
Gone
Hope,none
Run or stay
Stay
Done

I'm baaaaaaaaacckkkk!!!!



     Heeeeeeyyyyy guys!!!! It's been a while huh? Lol. Well,i'm sorry for staying away soo long,i promise I'll make it up to you.
    Anyway,in my time away I had some MAJOR writers block. There was this big wall between me and my creativity but that's over now.
     First of all,let me just say a big thank you to those who kept coming here even when I hadn't posted for more than a month,you guys keep me going. Thanks!!
     Secondly, I have great news. I'm working on a poetry series called "Fifty shades of phobia" lmao!!!!!! No,i'm just kidding. It's called "PHOBIA", where I will be writing poems on several phobias. It's not finished yet but I will be releasing some as time goes on. This poetry series,is my first series and will be posted on wattpad as well as here (details of wattpad will come later) .
     I really appreciate all the love and support you guys here give. I honestly can't say how much it means to me. Thank you all so much. Love Y'all and yes, I'm back for real. Muaaaahh.

Sunday, November 1, 2015

TRICKED, NOW TREAT.



The tables turned
It's your turn now
Take your best shot
Titanium
Rigid atmosphere
The deafening silence
Bated breathe
I turn around
At the sound of the door
Creaking open by itself
"It's the wind",i say
I look at you
Only you're not alone
Not anymore
Who are they
When did they get in
I heard nothing
Your eyes shone a strange colour
Your laugh echoes
I stand up and back away
The door slams shut!
"You're mine now" you say
My heart beating in my ears
My body visibly shaking
Speechless
In the corner of my eye
I see the back door
I run out
You let me
Why did you let me?
Something 's not right
Before I realise
I hear the roar
All I see is blood and fur

[to be continued...]